LILY. :D

2007-12-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

yoohooo!
for you ruiting.
LOL.

2007-12-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

you blob of gunk.
you useless blob of gunk.
you disturbed blob of gunk.

GUNK !!

and yes mabel yeo hui xin i love you tons too.
:D

2007-11-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

i'm such a thief.

Q1: How old will you be in five years?
ANS: 20.
Q2: Do you think you will be married by then?
ANS: nope. definately not.
Q3: How tall are you?
ANS: 162cm.
Q4: What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
ANS: the free time i have.
Q5: What's the last movie you saw in theater?
ANS: uh, the seeker.
Q6: Who was the last person you called?
ANS: sony.
Q7: Who was the last person to call you?
ANS: kejun.
Q8: Do you prefer to call or text?
ANS: text? but to call is so much less tiring. no thumb movements.
Q9: Do you have any pets?
ANS: a turtle and chairman cao my bro's hamster.
Q10: What were you doing at 12am last night?
ANS: screaming in kejun's face about things.
Q11: Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
ANS: married.
Q12: When is the last time you saw your mom?
ANS: just now at around 9.
Q13: What color are your eyes?
ANS: a brown so dark it might as well be black.
Q14: What time did you wake up today?
ANS: uh, 10.55am. hah, i remembered.
Q15: What are you wearing right now? Shorts and a top.
ANS: shirt that says Commonwealth's 35th Track And Field Championship and shorts.
Q16: What's your favorite Christmas song?
ANS: 12 days of christmas, rudolf the red nose reindeer and many more.
Q17: Where is your favorite place to be?
ANS: my room.
Q18: Where is your least favorite place to be?
ANS: prison.
Q19: Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
ANS: beijing. or wherever he is. damn, i'm a lovesick idiot.
Q20: Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
ANS: doing social services or working a good job.
Q21: Do you tan or burn?
ANS: tan.
Q22: What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
ANS: boogie man? either that or the thing in the closet.
Q23: What was the last thing that made you laugh?
ANS: the video i took of my bro dancing with the stupid mask on.
Q24: How many TVs do you have?
ANS: two.
Q25: How big is your bed?
ANS: super single if i'm not wrong. SUPER-ly single.
Q26: Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
ANS: both.
Q27: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
ANS: with.
Q28: What color are your sheets? blue and white. and green.
ANS: mickey mouse prints if i'm not wrong. either that or the pink one with hawaiian flowers.
Q29: How many pillows do you sleep with?
ANS: two. :O
Q30: What is your favorite season?
ANS: i don't have a choice for seasons. but it'd be winter and fall.
Q31: What do you like about fall?
ANS: the autumn leaves and all the ice cream i can eat to keep myself cold. :D
Q32: What do you like about winter?
ANS: the snow and the fact that i can pretend i'm a smoker.
Q33: What do you like about the summer?
ANS: the lukewarm feeling of the weather.
Q34: What do you like about spring?
ANS: that i can finally get some heat after a cold ass winter.
Q35: How many provinces have you lived in?
ANS: uh, like one?
Q36: How many cities/towns have you lived in?
ANS: two?
Q37: Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
ANS: bare feet.
Q38: Are you a social person?
ANS: uh, i'm not the person to judge.
Q39: What was the last thing you ate?
ANS: frogurt.
Q40: What is your favorite restaurant?
ANS: i seriously have no idea.
Q41: What is your favorite ice cream?
ANS: ben&jerry's dave matthew's bands magic brownies, strawyberry cheescake, chunky monkey. and haagen daz's belgium chocolate and green tea.

Q1: Have you ever had a crush on someone and didn't tell them ?
ANS: yes, of course.
Q2: Did they find out eventually?
ANS: uh huh, they did.
Q3: Have you experienced love yet?
ANS: i'm too young to know, seriously.
Q4: Have you ever been kissed?
ANS: yeah.
Q5: First Kiss... With Who ? When and Where?
ANS: ugh, i prefer not to answer.
Q6: Have you had a serious relationship yet?
ANS: yep. :D
Q7: Even been heartbroken?
ANS: yes.
Q8: Ever broken someone's heart?
ANS: i wouldn't know.
Q9: Do you believe in Love At First Sight?
ANS: yes, it happened to me before when i was.. 11. hah!
Q10: What about "There is someone for everyone?"
ANS: not sure, i still believe it but right now it sounds kind of like bull to me.
Q11: Age Difference - is it wrong, or is "Age only a number" ?
ANS: only a number. i think age doesn't matter when you grow old.
Q12: What about online relationships? Can they work?
ANS: uh, no.
Q13: Ever like more than one person at a time?
ANS: i think so. when i was k2.
Q14: Ever date more than one person at a time?
ANS: NO.
Q15: Quick ! Last relationship : Good, Bad or Never had one?
ANS: couldn't even be considered a relationship.
Q16: Ever have one of those days where every song on the radio reminds you of someone?
ANS: hahah, yes. try everyday?
Q17: If so, which song really made you think?
ANS: blink 182 - always/i miss you.
Q18: What do you look for in a partner?
ANS: common interest.
Q19: Believe that relationships can have a fairy tale ending?
ANS: UHHHHHHHHHH. -stones-
Q20: What about movies about romance, are they realistic?
ANS: some are? but i can't think of one.
Q21: One night stands, or serious relationships?
ANS: serious relationships. they always say no strings attached in one night stands, BUT..
Q22: Are you afraid of commitment ?
ANS: no, because i don't cheat. yes because i'm afraid it won't last.
Q23: Do you let other people's opinions matter when your dating someone ?
ANS: NO. not at all.
Q24: Think Valentine's day is too played out, or do you enjoy it all the same ?
ANS: i enjoy it and i don't give a shit if it's too played out. i like it that way.
Q25: Are you planning on getting married ?
ANS: uh, i have no idea.
Q26: Ideal honeymoon spot ?
ANS: africa.
Q27: What's your idea of a perfect date ?
ANS: the perfect guy.
Q28: How far will you go on a first date ?
ANS: depends. if we're starting out then maybe holding hands. but if just as friends, i wouldn't do much i guess.
Q29: Are you a hopeless romantic ?
ANS: yes.
Q30: Quick ! Currently : Crushing, Dating or Single with no interest?
ANS: try attached. and why're you saying quick so much? i'm slow.
Q31: Ever crush on a Celebrity ?
ANS: uh huh.
Q32: Quick ! Choose : Romantic or Sexy ? .
ANS: romantic then sexy, then romantic again. and stop saying quick you IDIOT.
Q33: Ever cheat/been cheated on ?
ANS: yes to the latter.
Q34: Ever take the chance of liking a friend, and making it something more?
ANS: depends?
Q35: Still a virgin ?
ANS: HELL YES. and i plan to stay that way.

Q1: Given a Hickey?
ANS: love bite? no.
Q2: Had a one night stand?
ANS: nooo.
Q3: Made someone cry?
ANS: don't remember.
Q4: Opened your Christmas presents early?
ANS: totally.
Q5: Been online for more than 10 hours in a row?
ANS: mmhmm. 14 hours was the most i think.
Q6: Pretended to be someone you weren't online?
ANS: nope.
Q7: Eaten food that fell on the floor?
ANS: YES. HAHAHAHAAHH.
Q8: Been caught cheating?
ANS: yes. but not by teachers.
Q9: Been caught naked?
ANS: uh, when i was young? tons of times.
Q10: Flashed at someone?
ANS: ehhhhhhh, NO.
Q11: Gone out without underwear on?
ANS: HAHAH, i think i did once.
Q12: Got into a fist fight?
ANS: nope.
Q13: Swallowed bath water?
ANS: tons of time.
Q14: Peed in the pool?
ANS: when i was young, i thought that was why water was in the pool. to hide the pee or sth.
Q15: Thrown up in public?
ANS: 324263589236789278 times.
Q16: Been so drunk you can't walk?
ANS: nope.
Q17: Peed in public?
ANS: mmhmm.
Q18: Broken wind and blamed someone else?
ANS: HAHA, YES.
Q19: Done something mean you regretted?
ANS: all the time sadly.
Q20: Ever played pull my finger? I havent! Someone play with me!
ANS: nope.
Q21: Have you ever like someone and not told them how you feel?
ANS: mmhmm.
Q22: Had a crush on a brother/sister's friend?
ANS: nah, just thought they were hot.
Q23: Favorite spot to be kissed?
ANS: cheek?

Q1: Cats or Dogs?
ANS: DOGS FTW!
Q2: Boys or Girls?
ANS: both.
Q3: Sea or Sand?
ANS: sand. the water scares me.
Q4: Bands or DJs?
ANS: bands for sure.
Q5: Clubs or Bars?
ANS: bars. hate the atmosphere at clubs.
Q6: Coke or Pepsi?
ANS: coke. pepsi is like a rip off. D: but i hate both the same.
Q7: Indoors or Outdoors?
ANS: indoors on a sunny day and outdoors on a rainy day.
Q8: Excitement or Relaxation?
ANS: excitement.
Q9: Art or Science?
ANS: art!
Q10: Facebook or Myspace?
ANS: facebook.
Q11: Books or Movies?
ANS: movies.
Q12: Fiction or Fact? Uh, fiction
ANS: fiction.
Q13: Latest fashion or Comfortable clothes?
ANS: latest fashion? but i'm hardly ever in fashion so uhhhhhh, okay.

2007-11-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

FUTURESHORTS :

Liar -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6DRClCUZ6U&feature=user

Spider -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6DRClCUZ6U&feature=user

do take a look.

2007-11-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

DAMN, I'M BLOGGING.
I HAVE BLOODY NOTHING TO DO.

LET'S SEE.
MY BROTHER LEFT.
MR LEE SHAUN HO LEFT.
KEJUN'S LEAVING ON TUESDAY.
SHUYI'S LEAVING ON THE 2ND.

IT SEEMS AS IF EVERYONE'S GONE.

but mabel's here.
and delphine just came back.
and audrey's still here.
so's jane.

SO WHY AM I WHINING.

damn, i'm a hateful bitch.

LEE SHAUN HO COME BACK ALREADY.
I MISS YOU LIKE LIKE LIKE HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME.
YOU BETTER NOT BE SICK OR ANYTHING.
D:

2007-07-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

I AM : a girl who has to copy chapter 11 of geography, whoo!

I WANT : NO HOMEWORK! D:

I HAVE : a fugly manly voice cause of my cough!

I WISH : to have my nice not that fugly voice back.

I HATE : really bad music. e.g. UMBRELLA, ELLA, ELLA, EH, EH, EH.

I FEAR : not being able to eat chocolates, sweets and ice cream forever.

I HEAR : people cheering for ME! :D

I SEARCH : on wikipedia/yahoo/google when i need to find stuffs.

I WONDER : how much good music i can find in a lifetime, and how screwed mabel's hair really is.

I REGRET : saying all the wrong things and the right times.

I LOVE : my friends and of course, sweets.

I AM ALWAYS : listening to music.

I AM NOT : copying chapter 11 of geography when i should be!

I NEVER : ever want to smoke or do drugs. but drinking it okay. :D

I RARELY : eat tissue.

I CRY : for good reasons, but never over guys.

I AM NOT ALWAYS : bitchy 24/7.

I LOSE : when playing tic tac toe, all the time.

I NEED : food, very badly.

I SHOULD : be at the gym now, but i got an excuse of being sick this week. :D

I LONG FOR : a shopping spree. hiakhiakhiak.

I DRIVE : myself crazy.

I ANALYZE : caterpillars.

I WILL : not turn into a fugly ass bimbo! D:

I HOPE : for my mom to come back with mos.

I HURT : someone.

I FEEL : like i need to hurry up and finish my geography.

I HIDE : my skeletons in my closet.

I LISTEN : to my mom nag.

I BREATHE : in the air.

I LEARNED : how to do absolute function this week. :D

I DREAM ABOUT :

I WAIT : for my mom.

I SAY : ass too much.

I THINK : i need to blow my nose.

I KNOW : that the earth is squared.

I PLANNED ON : doing my geography 30mins ago.

LAST PEOPLE YOU ..

Saw : my maid.

Talked to on the phone : shaun.

Met : aliens in my sleep.

Text messaged : MABEL YEO ABOUT HER HAIR!

Ate with : delphine and charmaine.

TODAY ..

I'm : going for my piano lesson. yipee! -.-

Wearing : my spca tee. :D

What were you doing 10 hours ago : 10hours ago, it was 2.46am. i was sleeping.

FAVOURITE ..

Number(s) : SEVEN!

Movie : the only one i can think of right now is .. edward scissorhands?

CURRENTLY ..

Are you missing someone right now : my dad i guess.

Mood : neutral.

Wanting : OHMYGOD! FOOD! D< Q&A ..

First thing you did this morning?
eat pancakes. :D

What's bothering you right now?
my voice.

Where is the last place you went?
holland v.

Do you have any siblings?
older brother.

Do you smile often?
nope, but i laugh too much.

Do you wish upon stars?
sometimes?

Are you a friendly person?
yes, please. :D

What color shirt are you wearing?
brrrrrack.

What were you doing at 12 last night?
talking to del and norman au.

When was the last time you cried?
uhhh, when i watched grey's anatomy on the airplane during june. O_O

Do you get angry easily?
just a tad bit tempermental.

Take any vitamins?
when my mom forces me to. usually tastes like oranges. D:

What are you about to do?
MY GEOGRAPHY!

Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
only for someone to text, not to call. don't really calls.

Rate life as of right now... 0-10?
7?

2007-05-27T10:40:00.000+08:00

really sweet.

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

2007-05-20T17:31:00.001+08:00

hmmm, interesting.

2007-05-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

Who was the last person that..

1. Made you smile : CHUA SHUYI! grrr, tiger joke. D<
2. Saw you cry : uhm, the piano.
3. Went to the movies with you : the next people will be del, faz, sony and saranya! :D
4. Talked to you on the phone: mabel yeo.

Do you prefer..

1. Flowers or candies : candyyyyyy.
2. Gray or black : black, pure emo colour. whoo!
3. Color or black and white photos : black and white.
4. Lust or love : love with just a little bit of lust, hah.
5. Sunrise or sunset : sunrise.
6. M&M's or skittles : M&M's! the crispy kind.
7. Staying up late or waking up early: staying up late. :D

Answer honestly, do you..

1. Like anyone now : NAH. i tend to stick to friends more, hah.
2. Smoke : NEVER.
3. Steal : bwahahaha, for all you know you might've been the last person i stole from.
4. Do you believe in love at first sight : yeah, why not?
5. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? : yar.

Normal questions:

1. Sun or moon: the moon, cause you can actually look right at it without blinding yourself.
2. Tea or coffee : BOTH. :D depends on my mood, i usually drink tea at night.
3. Left or right : LEFT, just cause lefties rock.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends : 10! cause i can get close to them and make all 10 of them my best friends. :D
5. Sunny or rainy : RAINY! love the before and after rain smell.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream : CHOCOLATE!
7. What time is it : 10.18pm.
8. Name : LILY CAO JIAWAN!
9. What is your birth date : 29TH MAY 1992.
10.What do you want right this second : I WANNA LAUGH TILL I CRY.
11. Where do you want to live : on an island with all my favourite things on it.
12. How many kids do you want : none, babies are a pain in the ass.
13. Do you want to get married : most probably.
14. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : curl, it looks so fancy. :D
15. Favorite ice cream flavour : CHOCOLATE MINT. extra minty, extra chocolate chunks.
16. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet : about 6 or 7?
17. What's your favorite type of soda : F&N GROOVY GRAPE!
18. Do you cook : i try to learn. at least i can make edible dumplings and pancakes.

In the last month have you..

1. Bought something : YAR! hahah, bought kejun's birthday present, lunch and a stick eraser.
2. Sang : singing right now.
3. Been hugged : tons of times.
4. Felt stupid : every single second.
5. Missed someone : daddy!
6. Danced crazy : bwhahah, all the time.
7. Gotten your hair cut : just yesterday. :D
8. Cried : just once, last sunday.
9. Hated anyone : this month.. nope.
10. Said I love you : to my mummy! happy belated mother's day. and i say it to kejun everyday!

2007-05-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

i'm just so very thankful and greatful to have found you guys.
really.
very very thankful.

i know it's very mushy and stuff but, yeah.
we'll always be here for each other yeah?

hahaha, delphine gan!
i though these kind of things only happened in drama sessions.

2007-05-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

it's currently 1am.

i've been studying since 12pm.
that's 13 hours.

of course not continuous, but still.
13 hours just on studying about singapore goverment.
and hitler, stalin and their stupid little rules.
and studying on how to answer structured essay qns.

i swear if i just blank out or fail any of the papers i will just DIE.
i've never in my life studied so hard before man.
seriously, NEVER.

and i have such a bad feeling that i'm gonna screw up and die tomorrow.
after hitler's impacts and reading through healthcare i'm gonna sleep.
that'll most probably be 3am.

God, i hope i don't fall asleep during the paper.

2007-04-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

i feel like dreaming a dream.
:D

2007-04-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

everyone's acting like gay fags.
and this gay fagness is affecting me.

now i'm a freaking gay fag.
damn.

2007-04-28T18:26:00.001+08:00

2007-04-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

if half of new york was wiped out, that'll only be .07% of the world's population.

so insignificant.

2007-04-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

okay, so i was browsing around blogs.
and i found badron's blog.

AND GREAT!
now i'm missing drama people so badly.
):

and that includes all the ex seniors who came back to help.
siva, emmanuel, shawn, clara, adin, badron, shunda.
ALL OF THEM!
and plus, our sec4 seniors are stepping down alr.

i remember telling gail something about not letting ANY of the dreamakerz leave the club.
but then, dreamakerz would have like 10948520762341412312 members by now.

daaaaaaaamn.
i feel so empty without drama, without drama friends.
i wish everyone would just come back.

2007-04-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

ENJOY! :D

2007-04-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

THEN HOLDING HANDS AND LIFE WAS PERFECCCCCT.
JUST LIKE UP ON THE SCREEN.

:D

2007-04-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

TRUST ME, I WON'T FAIL IN LIFE.

but as a loving mother, if you want me to grow up to be a road sweeper.
i wouldn't mind.
i wouldn't mind at all.

2007-03-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

i should stop causing trouble.
i should stop getting scolded.
i should stop pissing people off.
i should stop swearing.
i should stop being stupid.

i should.
right?

i should try.

2007-03-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

isn't it ironic how people ask you to smile.
and you actually do?
but then after awhile, you wouldn't know what you're smiling at.
what you're smiling for.

you just smile.
because someone ask you to.
kind of stupid, isn't it?

anyways, my point is.
just cause someone ain't smiling doesn't mean they're sad or something.
maybe they just can't be bothered to stretch their face muscles to smile.
i know i wouldn't be bothered to smile.
it's seriously, too tiring.

and anyways, laughing is so much of a better thing to do.
:D

2007-03-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

eeeee.
nothing much to blog about alr.
):

damn, this life is boring.
-yawns-

2007-03-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

I REALLY LOVE DRAMA PEOPLE.

they're really so so nice.
really very very very extremely nice.
:D

-hugs&kisses!-

2007-03-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

got shit loads of homework okay.
and i have noooo time to finish them at all.

i rather that it wasn't holidays at all or sth.
D:

why don't people ever give a thought about what they say.

2007-03-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

AIYAH.

i seriously don't know why they bother calling it a holiday.
it's just one week of homework.
D:

3 days of drama.
2 days of remedials.
2 days of hanging. (MAYBE?!)
and 0 days of homeworking time.

zomg, i'm doomed.

2007-03-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

I WONDER WHY,

no one wonders what drugs feels like/taste like.
no one wonders why we need unneccesary things in our life, like drugs.

no one wonders what having a smoke feels like/taste like.
no one wonders why we need unneccesary things in our life, like smokes.

no one wonders what people can do to us.
no one wonders why the world has unneccesary things in our life, like humans.

no one wonders what the world would be like without humans, without me you him her.
no one wonders why the world even bloody need any humans?!

CONTRADICTING ISN'T IT?
D:

2007-03-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

HEY-HO HI DEE-HO.
i'm a bitch, nice to meet you.
:D

2007-03-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

!@#!@#%*?!

AYE, not happy okay.
school work is driving me nutssss.
D:

everyday it's test test test.
like don't they get sick of marking these tests?
or setting these test questions?
but i know that i'm sick of even doing the papers.

teachers should die and rot in hell.

2007-02-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

after a LONG LONG time, i'm finally blogging!
:D

haha, i realizeeeeed.
that i'm very very attitude-ish now.
so i'm changing my bad ass attitude!

and i'm a damn bad friend.
i'm feel so DISTANT from old friends.
like likeeee, i dont' know.
maybe it's cause of the cny holidays or something.
i'm not talking to them as much anymore!
D:

i'm so mean.

oh by the way, i can't text.
i can only pick up calls now.
my mom cancelled my outgoing messages.
so please call me if you wanna date me.
:D

2007-02-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

you're screwed up man.
seriously.

cause it's not me, it's you.
:D

2007-02-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

GAH.
i'm so unfit.
):

i mean, i got 12 points for napfa.
like ?! leh.

%!#!$%!

2007-02-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

dammit luh.
what'd you expect me to do?

2007-02-04T17:38:00.001+08:00

boy drama is overrated.

2007-02-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

AIYAH.
i miss the old school okay.

today aft drama gail, melissa, liyana, deeksha and i went back.
then on the way there we kept telling ghost stories.
and i got so dizzy on the bus.
D:

then when we were at the bubble tea shop the place just seems so..
abandoned luh.
there's no one playing basketball.
running ard on the playground.
eating instant noodles.
shouting out orders at the bubble tea shop.

not fun alr luh.
and the new school is so.
weirded out.
i mean, nothing happened there so far.
no ghosts, no deaths.
nothing much.
kinda boring.
and and no memories.
):

i want the old school back!

2007-01-30T20:33:00.001+08:00

i feel screwed.
i feel screwed.
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i feel screwed.

so screwed.
):

dammit luh.
what the hell did i do.
and what the hell am i supposed to do.

2007-01-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

dammit.
i'm not happy.
so so pissed.
very very angry.

FUCK LUH!

2007-01-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

god, i hate being in sec three.
there's so much homewooooork.
espcially when i didn't use to do any homework.

and damn.
i'm failing all my tests.
gonna fail chem and bio for sure.
failed chinese and maths.
so going to fail social studies also.
the only thing i'm passing is english luh.
dammit.
):

but nevermind.
i'll study for next testsss.
and next week there's my piano recital which i so don't feel like doing.
and i'm gonna start maths and chinese tuition.
which i so don't want either.
shit luhhhhhhhhh.

someone kill me please?
or just kill the teachers.
and my teeth are starting to hurt.
and i just got this ass of a rash.
and also caught a cold.

AIYAH.
zomgwtfbbqkillmenowkthnxbai. (:
daryl's bimbo spam.
love it okay.

damn, i miss you so bad.

2007-01-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

today is not a happy day.

why'd you do that for?
i don't like feeling like this, dammit.
D:

2007-01-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

LILY CAO!
you're such a winner okay.
you fainted in school.
and had mrs teo hugging you early in the morning.

BAH.
D:

oh by the way, you better do something about yourself.

2007-01-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

IN CASE YOU ALL DIDN'T KNOW LILY CAO IS EMO SHIT.
SHE'LL PROVE TO YOU BY SHOWING YOU GUYS THIS CHUNK OF CRAP.

" So fuck you, fuck every one of you, fuck your mothers, fuck your sisters, fuck your daughters, fuck yourselves, fuck yourselves up the ass, fuck each other, fuck you, fuck off, eat shit and fucking die. "

ha.
it's from jerlyn's book.
from ellise's blog.

2007-01-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LUCY!
wheee wheeee. says:
LILY!(:
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
YAY. IT'S ACTUALLY YOU.
wheee wheeee. says:
*runs slow-mo towards each other*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LOL. you know you come online like 4 times one week and it never ever is you.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-LUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCY-
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-runs slow mo-
wheee wheeee. says:
-LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-
wheee wheeee. says:
-LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!-
wheee wheeee. says:
*runs slow mo some more*
wheee wheeee. says:
*FINALLY REACHES EACH OTHER!!*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-LOOOOOOOOOOOO-
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-
wheee wheeee. says:
LOL!
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LOL.
wheee wheeee. says:
*gazes at each other with glittering teary eyes*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
HAHAHAH.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-SUN SHINES BRIGHTLY ONTO OUR FACES-
wheee wheeee. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-CLAPS HANDS TOGETHER AND WATCHES THE SUN SET-
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LUCY! MY LOVE! -SNIFFLES-
wheee wheeee. says:
LEEELEEEEE!!!! don't cry babyyyy *wipes tears*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LOL. LOOOO-SEE DARLING.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-sobs-
wheee wheeee. says:
-sobs-
wheee wheeee. says:
*BIG EMBRACE!*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
HAHAHAH.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
SO RETARED LEH.
wheee wheeee. says:
its getting mushy.
wheee wheeee. says:
(:
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
YES.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
mush mush mush.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
i'm suddenly reminded of mashed potatoes.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
XD
wheee wheeee. says:
YEAH ME TOO!
wheee wheeee. says:
i was going to say that lol

THEN.

'' LILY. '' ;D said:
-THROWS ICE CUBES AT LUCY-
'' LILY. '' ;D said:
HAHAAH.
'' LILY. '' ;D said:
:D
wheee wheeee. said:
where did you get the stupid ice cubes from?
'' LILY. '' ;D said:
from from. HIM! -points to adam-
wheee wheeee. says:
!!!!
wheee wheeee. says:
i'm going to go find eve.
wheee wheeee. says:
*pulls over eve* EVE! HELP MEEEE!
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-eve startes eating apple-
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
ZOMG IM' NAKED! -runs-
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
hahha. LOOK AT EVE RUN!
wheee wheeee. says:
*attempts to digress* LOOK AT ADAM'S PENIS!
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-LOOKS- LOOKS PRETTY FINE TO ME.
wheee wheeee. says:
*stares at you in disbelief* it's so !#^!@&%@!$^@!*&%!!!!!!!!! its like in the shape of a pencil. a 2b pencil!
wheee wheeee. says:
*adam feels neglected* *runs away to find eve*
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
LOL.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
zomg. LUCY! THE ENEMY.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
-throws apples-
wheee wheeee. says:
is that your voice or adams voice?
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
mine.
'' LILY. '' ;D says:
cause adam ran away mah!
wheee wheeee. says:
-____-
wheee wheeee. says:
okayyyyy.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT.
LOL.

2007-01-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO WEIRD?
):

god. what's going on?
it just feels so wrong.
so so so wrong.

but, what can i do?

2007-01-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

uhm.
D:

okay.
don't know what the hell to blog about.
don't feel like talking about my class.
hahaha.
though there's some really good funny crap.

aiyah.
i totally miss my sexyback girls in class.
):

nevermind.
at least i get to see their pretty faces during recess.
hawhawhaw.

i feel like calling lucy up.
ha.

2007-01-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

I AM BROGGING.

i can't believe vicki loh totally spammed us so many mindmaps.
stupid luhhhhhh.
i'm totally lazy.
don't feel like finishing them.

okay.
i totally miss TWO4.
):

i am uh.
not used to my class?

2007-01-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

BTW.
I HAD TO DITCH MABEL AND SHUYI YESTERDAY.
D<

sorrrrrrrrrrry.
now i crave pepper lunch lah.
shit.

2007-01-03T12:07:00.000+08:00

SO.
everyone's in school now.
and i just woke up.
D:

it's kinda sad to miss the first day of school.
but whatever, screw it.

oh, and my cm called my mom up.
ehhhhhhh, okay.
who the hell IS my cm?

and god there's so much shit they make me take.
just for a fever i have six different type of medicines.

FEDAC TAB.
1 tab 3 times a day.

i think this is for my runny nose.

ARCOXIA.
1 tab 2 times a day.

think this is for body aches.

CURAM TAB.
1 tab 2 times a day.

it's just antibiotics.
but it's the largest tablet i've ever seen in my whole life.
it's TOO hard to swallow.

ANAREX TAB.
2 tabs 3 times a day.

never took this.
it was for fever thuogh.

TUSSILS LOZENGES.
suck 1 tab 3 times a day.

what a rip off.
it's just strepsils.
-.-

DHASEDYL SYRUP.
take 10ml 3 times a day.

uhh, cough syrup.
i didn't even take it.
my mom took alot of it instead.
O_O

eee.
i hope i get better tml.
):

2007-01-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

I THINK I'M CURSED.
):

it's new years and i have a fever.
then my phone broke into half yesterday.
the screen totally dropped off.

dammit.
staying infront of the comp is making me feverish again.
i'm gonna go sleep.
D:

2006-12-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE.

i loved it.
<3

and you should too.
and also love Paul Dano.
:D

2006-12-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

I JUST REALIZED.

i didn't recieve a single christmas present.
):

okay luh, maybe cause i didn't give any.
x)

2006-12-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK.

aiyah, i missed everyone!

LUCY!
YVONNE!
YVONNE!
MABEL!
SHUYI!

zomg.
and alot more lah.

and aft reading shuyi's blog i feel so loserish.
):

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE'S BLOGGING ABOUT.
$#@!$!#@#$!

oh and btw.
merry christmas everybody!
:D

i can't be bothered to blog about my trip.
it's too retarded.
COME TALK TO ME AND I'LL TELL YOU.
;D

2006-12-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

by the way.
all TWO4 people who want photos.

go to junjie!
:D

he'll tell you where to get them all.

2006-12-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

TWO4 CHALET.
rocks so much more than your class chalet did.
:D

whoever you are reading this.
if you're not in TWO4 then.
nyhahahaha.

i shall not dwell into the chalet and stuff.
but just know that it rockedddddddd.

CHALET!
aiyah, i miss class people.
what is this man, splitting us up into sec 3 classes.
stupid education system.
D<

2006-12-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

ah, went to watch the holiday with shuyi today.
and enjoyed a load of amounts of..

PEPPER LUNCH!
heh, who doesn't love pepper lunch luh?

the movie was CHARMING.
x)

well, same as all holiday season movies.
i like it though.
quite chessy, but oh well.
i like cheese.

oh god, anthony kiedis is so hot.
D:

BAH.
his voice is so nice.
his hair is so nice.
hawhahwahw.

perfect girl evolution time!

2006-12-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

okay, so around 12 midnight yesterday.
lucy texted me.
and the message was so spastic.
got me laughing for 5min.

" WAHAHAHA. i was clearing my stuff when i saw this old autograph book of mine, and in it you wrote " MASAGE : YOU R MY BESTEST FREND... LILY :)" and you drew damn lot of smiley faces and your handwriting was so messy. :D we were so cute. "

LOL!
then i called lucy up.
and digged out ALL our stuff that we wrote a few centuries ago.
and shit.
my hand writing was SO ugly.

and my email used to be.
joshuasucks_002
nyhahahah.

so retarded.
and those stuff we wrote were only four years back.
zomg.

no wonder i love lucy so much lah.
<3

2006-12-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

hawhawhawhawhawhawhaw.
-giggles-

ALI G.
<3

R-E-S-C-T-E-P

2006-12-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

HMMMMMMMMM.
i miss yvonne teo.
D:

come back.
come back.
come back to meeeeeee.

hawhaw.

2006-12-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

CAN I JUST POUR ALL MY ANGER OUT HERE?
SINCE NO ONE READS THIS OR ANYTHING.
SO HERE I GO.

FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK.

2006-12-13T12:25:00.000+08:00

AIYAH.
-pulls hair out-

i can't believe it.
i missed.
AT LEAST FOUR EPISODES OF ONE TREE HILL!

i can go and kill myself luh.
and the bittorrent file is like.
7GB!

bloody hell.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i keep missing it one tuesday nights.
and i can't wake up early enough on wed to watch it.
cause the repeat is at 11pm.
D:

@&#^$@$?&#%*@#$@*#@!

2006-12-11T04:20:00.000+08:00

this is what i decided to do.
just to kill the time.
and also my bordem.

i decided to come here.
AND ACTUALLY BLOG.

lets see, what did i do today.
my mom forced me up at 10am.
exclaiming : " FAT THIGH GIRL! IT'S ALR 12! AND YOU'RE STILL SLEEPING?! "
then she kept slapping my legs.
and calling me a pig.

then my dad dragged me out of bed.
as in, he pulled my legs lah.
then half of my body was off the bed.

aiyah, i have such violent parents.

what to do, what to do.
cause my brother left early today.
then i guess they had one less person to torture.
):

then went to have lunch.
and my mom had this huge craving for macs.
so she dragged me to the nearest macs.
she see the fries then so happy luh.
hahaha.
x)

so every single day i'm listening to radio.
and i found out.
987fm and power98 are playing exact same songs.

example.
987fm would play a song.
then an hour or two later, power98 would play the exact same song.
and vice versa.
so i'm wondering, why do they bother having to same radio stations?
as in, why not just merge and stuff.

i mean, 987fm sort of lack djs now right?
O_O

but nevermind, i still love carrie chong.
she's so cute lehh.
then jamie yeo disappeared to work for espn.
tsktsk.

and shan wee is a super random dj leh.
muttons in the morning damn funny.

OKAY LAH.
i think no one would read this post anyway.
so, i guess i'll go do sth else?

2006-12-11T04:12:00.000+08:00

AIYAAAAH.
IT'S NEARING 4.30AM ALR.

and i still can't sleep?
aiyah, i can forget about sleeping today.

can't believe i told meldon to sleep earlier.
and i myself ain't even sleeping.
O_O

i feel like such a huuuge hypocrite.
but, oh well.

hahaha.
all because of lucy!
D:

if she didn't have extra choir practice out of nowhere.
i would have something to look forward to.
and also.
BE ABLE TO SLEEEEP.

aiyah, lucy.
you so need to pay me back for this.
you caused me one night of precious SLEEEP.

and i'm supposed to be a pig that sleeps till 12+ everyday.
now i think i'm only gonna fall asleep at 12.
eeee.

2006-12-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

GOOD GOD.

i can't sleep.
D:

and it's 3am alr.
just saw norman online.
hahaha.

now i've got nothing to blog about again.
BLAH!

2006-12-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

i've got a jar of dirt.
i've got a jar of dirt!

:D

seems like i have nothing else better to blog about.
oh yeah, i bought stuffs.
x)

2006-12-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

INSPIRATION!

1. How tall are you?
ANS : 162+ cm. don't wanna stretch the truth. x)

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
ANS : uhh, nope. but si san ba lucy chen anyhow luan gao outside.

3. Do you own a gun?
ANS : i wish i did.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
ANS : i already do have one, why do i need another. x)

5. How many letters are in your lover's name?
ANS : 4, 5 & 6.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
ANS : can never compare to real dogs.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
ANS : last christmas, 12 days of christmas ++

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
ANS : not milk. toothpaste + milk = total shit. i think, hot chocolate.

9. Do you do push-ups?
ANS : well, if i were forced to. if not, which sane idiot would.

10. Do you have a boyfriend?
ANS : i only want girlfriends. :D

11. Do you like the rain?
ANS : LOVE IT. <3

12. Do you have A.D.D.?
ANS : is that some kind of down syndrome? if it is, then no.

13. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
ANS : uh, my brother has no idea what the lyrics to jt's sexyback is. he keeps singing " bitch has a sexy back. " i love lucy. shuyi's laptop's pmsing, whoops.

14. Name the last 3 things you have bought.
ANS : food ++ , tons of lucy's stuff, and starbucks. :D

15. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order of most to least.
ANS : milk, grape soda, coffee/tea whatever types, green tea and water.

16. What time did you wake up today?
ANS : uh, 10+ mabel's message woke me up.

17. Can you spell?
ANS : i only know someone who can't. MELDON. D<

18. Current worry?
ANS : that i can't hang with lucy tml. either that or i'll get scolded by my peeantno teacher. ):

19. Current hate?
ANS : piano teacher.

20. Favorite place to be?
ANS : a place away from " what the fuck! aye, ni jin tian hen high leh! -giggles- " lucy you remember or not?!

22. Where do you want to be?
ANS : on my own little island with my favourite people, with us deserving the best stuffs. :D

23. Do you own slippers?
ANS : nope, but i saw these super funny homer simpsons ones just know.

24. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
ANS : working my ass off. i better be early cold hard $$ :D

25. Do you burn or tan?
ANS : tan. burn if i tan too much.

26. Yellow or blue?
ANS : i like that song blue&yellow by the used. :D

27. Would you be a pirate?
ANS : of course. who wouldn't wanna be.

28. Your phone ringtone?
ANS : personalized ringtone done up by my dear brother. <3

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?
ANS : uh, don't sing in the shower anymore. got the radio for entertainment.

30. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
ANS : mr bean lying under my bed. he used to scare the shit out of me.

31. What's in your pockets right now?
ANS : i'm wear shorts without pockets.

32. Last thing that made you laugh?
ANS : LUCY'S RETARDED SMART ASS ANSWERS TO THIS QUIZ.

33. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
ANS : mickey mouse. i still have them, use them.

34. Worst injury you've ever had?
ANS : uh, massive bleeding. i guess that's all.

35. What is your GPA?
ANS : nah, we don't use the whole grape point average thing here in the great sing.

36. How many TVs do you have in your house?
ANS : two. living room, parent's bedroom.

37. Who is your loudest friend?
ANS : the loudest person i know is myself luh. if not, then yvonne teo! <3

38. Who is your most silent friend?
ANS : silent people don't like me. HA, but then. should be jonathan. x)

39. Does someone have a crush on you?
ANS : uhh, don't know don't know. x)

40. Do you wish on stars?
ANS : nope. not really, last time was when i was 10.

41. What is your favorite book?
ANS : right now, it's catch me if you can.

42. What song did you last hear?
ANS : The Killers - All These Things That I've Done

43. What song do you want played at your funeral?
ANS : a rock song. hmm, either queen or aerosmith.

44. What were you doing 12AM last night?
ANS : uh, online.

45. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
ANS : why the hell is my cell vibrating.

2006-12-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

don't ditch your friends for guys.
cause no matter what.
guys would always loose interest in you.

and don't deeeeny.
cause it's SO true.

2006-12-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

WILSON ONG.

i know you sent that email.
just admit it luh.

baka.
D<

and stop eating your prawn lor.
and come back from dota.

and ANSWER MY QNS.
DD<

2006-12-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

OKAY.
ON MY THRID QUIZ.
I SWEAR IF I DON'T SEE MY MOM.
I'LL STAB MYSELF.

QUIZ.

Ever had sex?
ANS : yes, tons.

Ever tried to kill yourself?
ANS : NO. that's stupid.

Ever punched a family member?
ANS : uhm, my brother. i think so. slapped him once.

Ever sat somewhere and screamed SO loud to get anger out?
ANS : i don't sit and scream. i scream into my pillow. x)

Do you see a counceler?
ANS : uh, nope.

Do you ask yourself too many questions?
ANS : when i do, i start watching mtv. hah, i tell you the most senseless show there is my super sweet sixteen. just a bunch of rotten brats whining lah. what kind of show is that. O_O

Ever made out with a girl?
ANS : i wish i could. but, i'm not lesbian. hahahah, it'll be nice to be lesbian once. see what it's like.

When was the last time you made out with a girl?
ANS : never did.

Do you have a bf?
ANS : bf sounds like beef. yes, i do have beef.

Do you love him?
ANS : my beef? well, sorta. i liked him better when he was actually alive.

Do you love someone else?
ANS : oh yes, i love pork too. but i hate mutton though. mutton is an idiot.

Have you done drugs?
ANS : nope.

Do you drink?
ANS : vodka, a bit. wine, a bit. but i hate beer.

Do you smoke cigarettes?
ANS : NO. never will.

Do you party alot?
ANS : never " partied ".

Did you ever steal from a supermarket?
ANS : hahaha. i stole a grape once.

Ever showered with the same sex?
ANS : HAHAHA. yes. tons of times?

OKAY.
MOMMY I'M GONNA STAB MYSELF.
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!?

i'm gonna go pig out.

2006-12-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

SO THIS IS THE SECOND QUIZ I'M DOING.
AND MY MOM WHO'S SUPPOSED TO BE HERE AT 1PM.
IS NOT HERE AND IT'S ALR 1.40PM.

MOMMYYYY.
WHERE ARE YOU?!

50 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT YOU.

1. Do you know where your dad is right now?
ANS : at work?

2. Last time you kissed someone?
ANS : heh. must tell you meh. x)

3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
ANS : i've absolutely nothing to wear alr. seriously, even underwear's running low on stock.

4. What color is your watch?
ANS : don't have one.

5. Do you like anyone?
ANS : NOPE. seriously, no one. x)

6. Are you close to your mom?
ANS : mmhmm, quite.

7. Where do you work?
ANS : in my school as a slave.

8. What are you listening to right now?
ANS : Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

9. What do you smell like?
ANS : GRAPESSSS.

10. What color are your pants?
ANS : i'm not wearing any. x) i'm wearing a dress luhhh.

11. Closest thing to your left?
ANS : printer. yah, surprisingly, it's on the floor.

12. What color is your bedroom flooring?
ANS : it's actually wood. so, it's wood colour. LOL.

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
ANS : mmhmm. and the cushioning is hard like ugh.

14. Time you were born?
ANS : don't know.

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
ANS : uh, i know someone who knows someone who knows someone who's engaged.

16. What's your favorite number?
ANS : 7!

17. Do you know someone named Lori?
ANS : UHH, WHAT QNS IS THIS? no, i don't.

18. What color is your mom's hair?
ANS : black/brown/white. hahahaah. i hope mommy doesn't see this.

19. Do you have a dog?
ANS : NOPE. but yvonne lee does. D:

20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
ANS : OF COURSE. i remember singing the thomas the train theme song with my bro.

21. When was the last time you went swimming?
ANS : uh, last time i remembered was at mabel's place.

22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
ANS : 1am this morning. he was gone when i woke up! maybe i woke up too late lah. but, hahah.

23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child?
ANS : mmhmm, i camped in my brother's room. HA! but seriously, we set up a tent in there.

24. Do you play an instrument?
ANS : used to play the cornet, now playing the pee-ant-no.

25. Do you like fire?
ANS : of course. it cooks yummy food.

26. Are you allergic to anything?
ANS : seafood? a few types.

27. When was the last time you cried?
ANS : when i was watching one litre of tears. D:

29. Have you ever been to a spa?
ANS : NO! i'm not that pampered. xD someone take me!

30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
ANS : HUH. well, i'm not in high school yet.

31. Do you like butterflies?
ANS : puuuurttey.

33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
ANS : uh, tons of stuff. i got to sleep more lah! and i'm less tired. D:

34. Have you ever seen the school counselor?
ANS : nope, but i've seen her cry before. hahah.

35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
ANS : when i was around 5. because i thought in preschool that being a teacher was teaching the kids how to sing the national anthem.

36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
ANS : if life sucks, get a lollipop for it.

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
ANS : well, if you have $1000 and your 14. then i'm jealous.

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
ANS : don't know. leave a note if you are. HAHA.

39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
ANS : nope.

40. What does your dad call you?
ANS : i think meimei. LOL.

41. What does your mom call you?
ANS : meimei also. sometimes she calls me fat thigh girl to get me to wake up.

42. What does you hair look like right now?
ANS : well, it's just hair. it was straight a few days before. hahah, now it's layereeed.

43. Has a friend ever used you?
ANS : WELL DUH. -.- what kind of senseless qns is this.

44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend?
ANS : hmmmmm. don't know. don't know. x)

45. What have you eaten today?
ANS : NO. NO. NO. MOMMY HURRY UP AND COME PICK ME UP.

46. What is your favorite show?
ANS : uh, got too many. it's all at the side. you see the profile section? xD

47. What is your favorite movie?
ANS : right now. it's girl, interrupted. uh, one of angelina jolie's early movies.

48. Who was the last person you drove with?
ANS : my mom. and i can't drive?!

49. What are you looking forward to?
ANS : MY MOM COMING TO PICK ME UP.

50. How are you today?
ANS : hungry hungry hungry.

2006-12-06T13:22:00.000+08:00

okay, tell you i'm damn bored.
when's my mom gonna come?!

QUIZ.

Never in my life had I :
been fully satisfied with someTHING.

That 1 person can make me nuts, but can also make me smile :
YVONNE LEE! <3

I like lines because they are :
nice to write on. keep my handwriting in one straight line.

When i am nervous, i will :
my teeth would start chattering.

The last time when i laughed was :
uh, yesterday?

My curly is :
fries. curly fries. :D

My feet are :
size 8.

Last christmas :
i was on a plane to australia. tiger airways! zzz.

When i turn my head left to see :
a pile of sec 3 books. all my bro's.

When i turn my head right to see :
another pile of books. a big black stinky chair and a fan.

When i look down and see :
something brown. not poop.

The craziest event ever :
uh, last one was when talking to lucy. that girl is bloody insane.

I have a hard time understanding :
CHINESE!#$@#$!@

One time at a family gathering :
i realized i had tons of uncles/aunties/cousins i NEVER knew existed.

You know i like-like you :
when i kick you real hard in the behind. :D

If i win an award, the first person i can thank is :
mommy&daddy. DUH!

Triangles are :
my boyfriends. their pointy sides are so cuute! x)

My ideal breakfast is :
something that when i eat, can make me giggle.
oh btw, that's the floss bread from breadtalk.

If you make me happy :
i'll laugh and laugh and laugh. then you'll laugh too.

I'll stop my wedding if :
the organist sucks. x)

The world could do without :
superficiality.

I rather lick the belly of the cockroach :
than lick my bro's forehead. ughh.

Most recent thing you bought youself :
wallet!

Most recent thing someone else bought for you :
uh, lets see. my mom bought me the food i ate last night.

My least favourite part of the day :
around 6-7 when no one's at home. cause it's dinner time dammit. D<

The last time when i was high :
was when i was with yvonne lee and talked tons of crap to lucy.

The person i last talked to :
my maid.

Last night I :
was messaging meldon and playing flyff while listening to crappy djs on the radio.

There's is this girl i know who :
i'm really close to, and yet know almost nothing about her.

There is this guy i know :
who needs to listen to better music.

I tell you the person who will make you happy :
okay, shoot. tell me!

I am listening to :
Aerosmith - Cryin'

I last ate :
come to think of it, i skipped breakfast.

My bedsheets :
are hot dark pink with white hawaiian flowers. puuurtteey.

I smell :
like grapes.

On my table i have:
tons of crap, three wallets, my earphones, a makeup box which my mom convinently threw in my room and $.

My full name:
CAO JIAWAN, LILY. and it's not pronunced as jiaWEN. it's just WAN. as in bowl in chinese.

The next victims :
anyone who needs a kick in his/her boring life.

2006-12-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

HA!
so, i can't keep track of what i've done so far.

lets see.
sunday yvonne lee crashed my place.
<3

oh and that girl.
TSK!

13 13 13 13 13 .
:D

then monday i hung with lucy!
<3

and cut my hair short.
and got a new wallet.
and a tumbler.
:D

and bought lucy's christmas gift.
ha!

one down, a few hundred more to go.

only 19 more days to christmas.
only 11 more days to TWO4 '06 chalet.
only 14 more days till the day i leave for china.

oh, btw.
don't think anyone knows.
i'm gonna go to china!
:D

2006-12-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

uhhhhhh.
i wish my hair was so emo it'll cut itself.

but oh well.

yay!
gonna see lucy's pretty face on monday.
the gonna ask yvonne lee out.
nyhahah.

then yvonne teo.
then shuyi?

nyhahahah.
:D

2006-11-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

okay.
so, i went to the dentist.
striaghten my specs.
and cut my hair.

well, now my braces are red&green!
whoo.

and my hair's straight.
uhh, i think the world has this huge obsession with straight hair or sth.
i mean, it's fine.
i like it.
but people are just so annoyed by wavy/curly hair?

hmm.
they have issues lor.
x)

okay anyways.
i ate alot of cake leh.
shit, fat!
D:

2006-11-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

TAHHH!

this is a QUIZ.

#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?
ANS: english lah. anyone who knows me know that i don't like to speak chinese.

#2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
ANS: make sure i steal everything i want then kill the shop assistants.

#3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
ANS: uh, playground. i like sand, i hate water.

#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
ANS: well, if i tell you the whole world loves me or i love the whole world, would you believe me?

#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
ANS: i like stuffs. simple/complicated i don't care. stuffs, i care about.

#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
ANS: alphabets. cause there's only 26 letters. easier to finish couting. :D

#7. What makes you pissed off?
ANS: your piss. D:

#8. How's your childhood?
ANS: i can't remember. i had lots of shots, that's all i know.

#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
ANS: duh, who perspires to get inspiration?

#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
ANS: hmm. depends if i'm doing something on that day.

#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
ANS: if i told you i don't, that makes me a liar. liar liar plants for hire. tsktsk.

#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
ANS: anything that looks tasty.

#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?
ANS: i like the evening. cause i eat the most then. :D

#14. Do you treasure stuff that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
ANS: both. duh! but i guess not really treasure the stuff that i own. they're getting old! D:

#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?
ANS: say FUCK! real loudly then start banging the computer. then run around the house.

#16. Do you believe in miracles?
ANS: uh, yes?

#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
ANS: past? what past? (:

#18. In your mind, what colours are out here?
ANS: i see RAINBOW! but mostly purple.

#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
ANS: well, i only pity people with aids. the rest, nah.

#20. Describe yourself as in attitude.
ANS: my attitude has a name. it's called LILY.

#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
ANS: nah. how old am i lah? idiot.

#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
ANS: you get to eat, sleep and die.

#23. What is your ambition in life?
ANS: uh, i wanna be a chef. :D i mean, who doesn't wanna cook amazingly good food lah.

#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
ANS: NO. that's shit.

#25. Describe music in your life.
ANS: rockrockrock. who doesn't love rock? :D

#26. Which country would you like to go; when you can afford it?
ANS: i woud like to go to africa. i'm serious. it's a really beautiful place.

#27. What do you think blogging is about?
ANS: it's about people being able to nose around other people's business.

#28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold of?
ANS: uhh, this is a senseless qns.

#29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
ANS: shrug it off.

#30. Pass this to 5 friends;
i feel like a lazy bum.
so, no i'm not gonna.

:D

2006-11-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

OKAY.

today went for a short date with shuyi.
went to eat AJISEN!
:D

oh, btw.
YVONNE LEE'S COMING BACK TML!

:D

2006-11-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

i am SUPERMAN!
cause i can cook my own lunch.
:D

i cooked paaaaasta.
-gleams-
i feel so super.

nyhahaha.

2006-11-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

so.
uh, i'm happy i'm not that bimbo/bitchy.

haha.
okay, looking at other people.
i'm glad i'm not like them.

i might be bitchy sometimes.
but not to that much of an extent lah.
so, i'm happy with myself.
(:

2006-11-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

okay.
it's 1.45am in the morning.
and i'm starting to think.

why does everyone treat like some kinda of PUSH-OVER?

seriously.
just now while playing tennis.
jeff's mom was picking him up.
and i was learning how to do a surf.

so big deal.
i can't surf as well as jeff can.
but for a grown adult to laugh at me.
just cause i can't surf?

now what's that supposed to mean?

having parents who thinks that their own daughter is dumb.
and not capable of doing anything.
and always treating their own child as some kind of joke.
laughing at how low her scores are.

so, i REALLY want to be the 2nd last in class.
for what?
just to piss you all off?
as if i don't wanna top the class or anything.
well, of course i do.
who, in the right mind, doesn't want to?

and for my own parents to laugh at me.
now what's that supposed to mean?

just cause i'm not smart.
wow.

@#!%@#%$@#$!

2006-11-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

ZOMG ZOMG.
MY BROTHER'S BLOG IS ALIVE.

well.
i sorta logged into his blogger account to find it.
the link to his blog i mean.

so, i'm helping him promote his blog lah.
it's serious crap.

almost like wenyang's blog.
but my bro is " emokid " in his blog.
not a lesbian.

hahaha.

WELL.
for people who wanna know my dear brother.

http://lonleylifestyle.blogspot.com/

what an emo link.
x)

2006-11-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

whoo.
today went dating with shuyi again.

supposed to buy things.
but then.
lol.

NEVERMIND.
shuyi knows what happened.

eee.
tml need to wake up to go to school.
and drag so long that it destroys my plans with shuyi&lebam.

tsk.
teoteo lor.
speech need like 1hr for sure.
drag queen.

then my mom was driving to take a look at the new school building.
she said damn ugly.
LOL.

just damn big ass only.
i wanna cut haaair.
-whines-

it's getting so long and ugly.
dammit.
CANNOOOOT MANTAIN.
D:

@#@!%^$(@*&% !

2006-11-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

well, first of all.
i'm blogging cause i've got no one to talk to.
hahaha, i sound like some loner.

but nevermind.
i know how to have fun by myself.
:D

OH AND.
i found out my mommy is a really nice person to talk to.
she can be my next gossip buddy.
GLEE!

she's so funny lor.
hahaha.
too bad i never take the time to talk to my own mom.
god, i sound like such an awful daughter.
D:

i found out we had the same bad habits.
nyhahah.

cause my piano teacher called my mom in to.
uh, " have a chat with her. "
cause i didn't practice piano.
whoops.

then they started gossiping and stuff.
uh, talking about my education.
and lucy.
HAHAH.
;)

then my mom said maybe i don't need to switch schools.
cause the actual plan was to switch me to an aust school when im 16.
but my piano teacher told my mom if i just attend summer school there.
then melbourne uni will accept me for sure in the future.
cool, eh?
:D

then they started talking about lucy.
well, lucy if you wanna know the details can come to me.
HAHA.
x)

then my mom and i gossiped all the way home.
whoo!

now here's a list of how my mom and i are alike.

THE LIST.

my mom and i both fidget alot.

she fidgets with her keys.
i fidget with my hair.

my mom and i have a habit of playing with our handphones.

she loves to slide her phone up and down.
i love to turn my phone side to side all the time.

my mom and i both laugh at stupid senseless things.

things that we find funny.
no one else does.
hmm, go figure.

my mom and i are both loud.

haha.
well, i'm a very loud person.
people who know me, will know what i'm talking about.
i guess i take after my mom.

my mom and i are super blur sometimes.

i keep walking into rooms and then forget what i wanna do.
my mom keeps driving to places then ask me what she's there for.

okay, i can't think of anything anymore.
like wow!
mother daughter bonding day.
hahaha.
x)

2006-11-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

What have you done?
How much have you experienced?

(IT'S A QUIZ! :D)

(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) lain on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake/tremor
( ) been through a hurricane
( ) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned my heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swum in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
( ) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
( ) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone roller-skating
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
( ) cheated on a lover
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
( ) have had a fantasy over someone you love as a good friend
( ) sun tanned naked
( ) ran naked in the rain

hahaha.
:D

2006-11-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

zomg.

i just watched V for Vendetta.
and that movie really proves alot of stuff to me.

anyways.
uhh.
i feel like such a pig lah!
D:

like i don't eat breakfast or dinner.
yet i still feel so piggish.
well, let's see.
i eat lunch + crap only?

zomg zomg zomg.

anyways.
went to escape yesterday.
hahah.
kept feeling like i was spinning when i came back.

aiyah.
i'm tiring out so easily nowadays.

next week i'll coop myself at home and not go out.
and claim my $30 from mommy.
then watch gokusen.
finish season one and two.

download more movies.
gonna watch love actually.
then watch the notebook again.

zomg.
why do i keep missing one tree hill?!

D:

2006-11-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

i'm getting so improper.

uhh, as in.
i don't sleep the usual time.
i don't eat the usual time.
i don't eat the usual meals.

i sleep around 3am everyday.
wake up at 1pm.
sometimes 9am if i need to do sth in the morning.

i don't usually eat breakfast.
even if i do, the earliest was around 8am?
i eat lunch at around 2pm or 3pm.
and i just skip dinner.

wow.
everyone turns into pigs in the holidays hor.
no wonder school exists.

oh and btw.
YVONNE LEE HURRY UP AND COME BACK ALR.

D:

2006-11-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

GOT QUIZ!
:D

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
ANS : whether my eye gunk was still noticeable. LOL.

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
ANS : when i feel like it.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
ANS : chore.

4. Favorite planet?
ANS : uranus. x)

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
ANS : apparently. my phone just screwed up. so there'so only one. norman.

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
ANS : it's forever on silent. so i guess it's the " vibrate only " ringtone?

7. What kinda shirt you have on?
ANS : a slutty one. ha, nah. it's a yellow tee.

8. Describe yourself in one phrase.
ANS : alive-and-kicking.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
ANS : SURE, i wear shoes at home. but last shoe was nike sneakers.

10. Bright or dark room?
ANS : dim.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
ANS : that person is a total stranger to me. but i know she's huilin's real good friend.

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
ANS : i would join them tgt and sleep on both.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
ANS : talking to somone.

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
ANS : uhh, i just deleted all my messages. but i think it was from my tennis coach saying " help me inform jeff about the change of lesson. i lost his number. haha. "

15. Where is your letter box?
ANS : right outside my house. the very first one. #01-01.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
ANS : you.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
ANS : ha. that one doesn't count cause the person didn't mean it.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
ANS : my new stuffed animal. which is a lamb.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
ANS : about 1pound of coke and ice.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
ANS : zilch. we use digi cams, idiot.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
ANS : 13 or 14 i guess.

22. Your worst enemy?
ANS : anyone who thinks of me as his/her enemy.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
ANS : a hill top with a pile of square watermelons and a little tree pot. i'll post the pict up later. :D

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
ANS : bye.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
ANS : fly of course. but if you tell me humans can't fly, i'll rob you.

26. Do you like someone?
ANS : nope.

27. The last song you listened to?
ANS : Taking Back Sunday - . . . Slowdance On The Inside

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
ANS : uh. last person i talked to was shuyi. and even if i wanted to, i can't. she lives all the way yew tee and in most probably bathing now.

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
ANS : oh, i have a whole list of people.

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
ANS : my right thigh.

2 people to continue this quiz:

SHUYI!
MABEL!
LUCY!
YVONNE!

oh, did that say two people?
whoops.
:D

oh, btw.
this is my desktop pict.

2006-11-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

AYE.

PEOPLE WHO THINK CUTTING THEMSELVES TO GET LURRRRVE.
IS FUCKING STUPID.
SO DAMN FUCKING STUPID.

THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS.
THE MORE I HURT, THE MORE LOVE I GET.
OKAY, IF YOU REALLY THINK LIKE THAT.

GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELVES.
AND PEOPLE WILL LOVE YOU FOR BEING SO BRAVE, RIGHT?
O-FUCKING-KAY.

SO YOU PEOPLE THINK THAT'S GONNA WORK LAH.
IS IT?

WAHLAO.

people, have some sense of COMMON.
these stupid little methods of getting attention?
it's sick.

and i'm not saying this as a reference of anyone.

2006-11-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

okay.
this is a super emo post.
so it'll be in white.
and since my blogskin can't seem to highlight words.
haha.
:D

so i was talking to junjie.
about how he'd feel if his friends around him all died.

example.
me shuyi mabel wenyang weixiang ben.
and surprisingly, he told me he wouldn't tear if he found out his friends died.
i'm not saying he's heartless or anything.
he told me, cause he's not that close to anyone.

well, in that case.
i would say, people take their friends really lightly.
i'm not aiming junjie lah.
but if most people feel this way.
then then.

i really have nothing to say about anything.
i mean, for me.
even the thought of lucy, yvonne, shuyi, mabel.
junjie, weixiang, wenyang, ben.
or anyone else for that matter.

even the thought of something BAD happening to them.
i choke.
i really do.
i might even tear.
and this is just, the thought alone.

and when i say bad, i mean sth like.
them smoking, drinking, drugging.

if they broke an arm.
i'd just poke their broken arm.
xD

BUT ANYWAYS.
the point is.
okay, i don't know what the point is.

oh right.
the point is, i think we need to learn how to cherish.
oops, this sounds SO uberly cheesy.

anyways, i think to loose your friends and not feel sad at all.
that is really low.
if you don't feel the slightest bit sad then you have issues.
serious issues.

so.
i love my friends.
no matter how close/not close you are to me.
xD

whoo!
emo party over.

2006-11-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.
the world should have the world's ugliest men peagent.
only made for hot guys.

uhh, you know what i mean?
xD

anyways, i'm damn additced to this meiji coffee milk.
x)

and stupid joshua cao came back today for dinner.
got his stuff and left for chalet.
baka.

eee.
i have a feeling i'll die tml.
):

and still need to go back to school on tuesday.
wahlao, miss liao you win already lor.
stop asking me to go back!
D:

aye aye.
miss liao if you're reading this.
send me sms to cancel lessons hor.
:D

2006-11-19T03:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.
so it's 3am.
junjie just went to bed.
i got no one to talk to and i can't sleep.

dammit!
D:

stop coming for me.
both of you.

2006-11-18T14:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.
there's lots of random sudden rain.

comes for 2min or so.
gone in a second.
and i keep opening/closing all the windows.
D:

BAH.
i'm gonna die of bordem soon.

someone ask me out!
):

i miss joshua cao.
stupid guy go for 3 day camp.
then then.
THE HOUSE VERY QUIET LAH.
D:

2006-11-17T15:09:00.000+08:00

-does victory dance-
it's my 101th post!
:D

for a person who blogs so little.
that's a real lot of crap.
x)

anyways.
there's a pile of used tissues (oops, serviette) infront of me.
i've been sneezing/coughing for the pass one hour.
and i'm super cold.
and it's about to rain.

well, i love it when it rains but then i have a flu for god's sake.
D:

and my parents are having a bbq later.
hmm, wonder what's gonna happen.
x)

AHH-AHHH-AHHHCHOO!
-sneezes-
D:

2006-11-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

NO.
i've got ink all over me!
D:

the stupid pen leaked then i didn't know.
and i was playing with it and smeared the ink all over my legs.
lol.
and i think my face has some.
hmmm.

ANYWAYS.
i went out with shuyi today!
then went to hunt for decent bag.
but then.
none decent enough.
LOL!

then i got a blister.
and our legs hurt like hell after walking.
then tons of spastic stuff happened.

i can't really rmb half of it.
oh!
we went to the new school.
to take a look.

AND IT'S DAAAAAAAMN BIG ASS.
but has no colour at all (yet?)
and it just looks like a hospital.
quoted from shuyi lah.
and they never put in all the grass yet!
then the soil VERY VERY UGLY.

hahha.
and the resivor damn big ass also.
but stink like hell.
then the whole place around our school is like INDUSTRIAL AREA.
and our school takes up FIVE FREAKING BUS STOPS.
FIVE!
when the current one only takes up a pathetic two.

lol, well..
i need to get up like 30mins earlier next year.
-YAWNS-

AND TODAY'S DRAMA PERFORMANCE WAS.
good!
:D

hahaha.
well, according the mrs crothers anyways.
x)

just like what i'm telling mabel.
guys shuold know their place in this world.
THEY CAN'T FREAKING RULE GIRLS.

psst, mabel just slap him.
:D

2006-11-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

CHUA SHUYI!
where'd you go!
we haven't planned out tml's date plan yet.

SHUUUUYI!

hahah.
nevermind.
anyways, today had drama.
alot of crap happened lah!
with jane, gaya, melissa and liyana.
x)

today, alot of those primary school kids stole from me.
lol. i bought ryan mentos!
and also the bah ku teh kid.

and ryan was like saying " is that drink for me? "
cause he saw my f&n orange.
LOL!

then i said, " if you wanna drink, also can lah. "
THEN HE RAN AWAY!
XD

and the prince charming.
took my chocolates.
which i bought for myself.
LOL!

i feel like some kind of food supplier.
x)

STOP ASKING ME THINGS ABOUT HIM.
PLEASE.
i can't even find the answers for your qns myself okay.
and just when i got that shit about guys out of my system.

HOHOHO.
i miss yvonne lee!
):

2006-11-14T01:56:00.000+08:00

OH GOD.
the " i miss my sec two class " thing is kicking in for me RIGHT NOW.

like everyone right now must be thinking.
" shit, next year gonna be with people i don't know. "

BUT THEN.
for some reason i just miss TWO4 so badly.

like jackie koh.
i better get a piece of that class sign.

lol.
and it just made me remember.
TWO4 is the most beaten up class.
like even 2/6 is in better condition than our class.

right now.
the second row of window panes outside our classroom.
ALL GONE.
as in someone punched out all the window panes.
but nevermind, that can be fixed back in a jiff.

then there's the teacher's table totally out of place.
and the bin on top of it.
then on top of the bin was some chair leg.
lol?

then all over the place, tables and chairs out of place.
seriously, TWO4 people must go up and take a look at our classroom.
it looks wrecked.

BUT DOESN'T MATTER.
for one week, TWO4 was the cleanest class in commonwealth leh!
:DD

hahaha.
it's amazing what our class people can do.
x)

<3 !

2006-11-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
:D

today had drama session with the fuhua primary kids.
AND I'M TELLING YOU THEY ARE DAMN CUTE.

and they have so much energy.
lol.
norman was telling me.
" you realize, the older we get. the less things we have to talk about? "
cause every single second these kids were making so much noise.

and their instructor, joanne had to scream to shut them up.
and they only keep quiet for about 5seconds?

hahaha.
there was this one kid, RYAN.
gail and i loved him.
he was so funny.

he took joanne's shawl and had it wrapped around his waist the WHOLE TIME.
and i was wondering what the hell was he doing.
i thought he did that for fun lah.

then aft that, the shawl dropped and the guys were picking at his pants.
THEN WE SAW.
his pants we ripped.
xD

RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE.
this big hole there.
then he saw us looking at him and just quickly turn around.
SO UBERLY CUTE.

lol.
and his specs were amazingly thick.
xD

well, it was so fun.
but there's two little bratty girls who kept making noise.
and the main girl is really pretty.
x)

AND THE GIRLS HAVE AMAZINLGY LOW VOICES.

anyways, was talking to junjie just now.
then we kept going on and on abotu obs.
LOL!

he's like " i wanna join i wanna join! "
i think obs sounds preeetty okay.
but dunno if audery tham would pick me to go?
hmm.
x)

2006-11-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

HERE

DECLARE

LOVE.

FUCKING

LOVE

ONE

LITRE

TEARS.

2006-11-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

uhm, haven't been blogging.

so.
right now, i'm hated.

next year gonna be in 3/4.
with mandy, hannah, josephine, melissa, jerlyn.
norman, laude, brendon.
lots of 2/3 people.
2/2 people who i don't really know.
and yeah.

i've got drama now.
uh, still gotta go back to school for lessons.

life sounds boring.
went out with lucy yesterday! :D

and one litre of tears is so nice.
tsk, cried watching it.
don't think anyone can not cry watching it.

someone must watch it!
someone must!

something feels wrong.

2006-11-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

THIS IS NOT ANOTHER RANDOM RANT.
AND I AM NOT PMS-ING.

you people have issues man, seriously.
what are your damn problems?

first of all, if you don't like someone.
you don't go around calling them names and teasing them for no good reason.
you know, you can just leave that certain someone A-FUCKING-LONE.

so you think it's an honour for you people to go and screw around with someone's life?
are you people really THAT insensible?

i don't know.
maybe i'm exaggarating, maybe.
but you know what?
i think that this time, i'm not.

on a daily basis you people go around saying disrespectful things to someone.
without even thinking whether it's even a little bit hurtful whatsoever.

but for you guys to say the same shit on this person's birthday?
think about it.
please, you people crossed the line.

can't you people just shut up?
to think that i'm even friends with you people.
oh god, i don't know what to say.

i really don't.
insensible idiots.

oh, and please know that i am referring to the few of you.
" shit, cannot say the ' y ' word. "
" aye! slap yourself! you just said the ' y ' word. "

fucking hell.
you people are fucking inhuman.
think about it, please.

2006-11-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

okay.
so i got mcr's album like a week ago.

and i'm reading all the reviews on itunes now.
and seriously.
people have issues.

why does everyone think mcr is " emo trash " ?
so you're saying all rock bands are " emo trash " ?!
people are SO idiotic.

and comparing green day to mcr?
omfg.

please!
green day is.
a total headache.

sorry i had to say that.
but green day's music, is trashy.
not mcr's music.
god.
-_-

okay, this is probably just some random rant.
but PEOPLE!
mcr isn't that bad!

and why do some idiots think mcr is, uh.
POP MUSIC?

do8uq3925735982j385q23uiraw!

2006-11-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

i need to stop saying " i is. "
damn, turning into a habit whenever i talk to lebam.

anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE AND ROUJING! <3
:D

you're both 14!
mmhmm!

hmm.
later going to fazilah's bbq.
:D

AND YVONNE LEE.
YOU THIS KIND OF PERSON.
D<

win liao lor yvonne lee.
this morning 10.10am left singapore.
not coming back till 30th nov.
tsk.

NEVERMIND.
we must hang when you get back hor.
:D

2006-10-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

SO.
my mommy just told me a very interesting story which i think i shall SHARE with everyone.

someone got stabbed in west mall two years ago.

WELL.
i think most people know.
but i didn't.
:D

my mom told me it was infront of the sports world shop.
some student went in to take a look then got stabbed.
then died on the spot.
blood all over the place.
and, well, yeah.

maybe that's why so little people shop in west mall?
hmmm.
so it's sort of a warning i guess?
haha.

SIM CARD!
:D

2006-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
:D

first i would like to say.
i love TWO4' 06.
<3

well, today had the 5min of fame thing.
i thought our class did pretty well.

with fazilah, norman, deeksha and kas's singing/voices and all.
:D

hmmm.
we broke off the 2/4 class sign outside our class after everything.
jackie took the 2/4 class sign away from wenyang cause.
" first come first serve ".

then wenyang made his own by breaking off one of the window panes.
then using blue paint to paint " 2-4 " on it.
then ta-dah!
his own class sign.
:D

then laude damn funny.
made us sign his shirt since we don't even need it anymore.
and wenyang signed the left breast.
LOL.

hmm.
i'll miss 2/4 SO uberly much.
D:

and i guess everyone will miss their sec 2 class naturally, right?
i mean, who wouldn't?

at least i'll have laude, norman, thiky and shazana with me next year in bio.
:D

T_T
2/4 ; 2/4 ; 2/4 ; 2/4 ; 2/4.

TWO4 '06.